Metamorphosis
Vera Smoker

Written by Vera Smoker

September 17, 2020

Parent Blog

Metamorphosis

Rest happens when I live in THIS moment and refuse to worry about the ‘not yet’ ones. The best preparation for whatever is ahead is to experience Him here in this moment; by giving Him the little ounce of trust and faith that I have right now. When I let go and follow His moves in THIS moment, on THIS current dance floor, it opens up the way for the best possible future dance.

I’ve been a sucker this week for letting “future dance” worries steal the current dance moves and twirls. It has been a bit chaotic in my head and heart. I forgot gratitude and everything else I thought I had. I fumbled and fell. But I am rising again! I find Him in the chaos and muddled thoughts. He comes faithfully and I allow myself to feel His presence as He wraps His arms around me when I come to my senses and just call and acknowledge His nearness; acknowledge that He is never far, He is always here, even when I don’t feel it.

Abandonment is only a feeling—never a reality for His kids. Tonight, I’m glad to be His kid. I’m glad He’s right here and won’t leave me alone. Ever. I’m glad it’s only this moment He’s asking me to do. There’s abundance for today. And it will be there for tomorrow as well.

This is definitely a morphing season I am in. My kiddos delight and thrill every time their little wormies crawl up the side of the butterfly house, shed their skin and hide away in their chrysalis. Their excitement mounts. They check it every day to see if they can see any change. They cheer when the chrysalis turns black and is about to hatch. And oh my goodness! You should hear their delight every time their little wormy friend emerges all wet and crumpled. Unrecognizable as a caterpillar and still not recognizable as a beautiful winged creature either because he has to wait for his wings to unfold and dry. I don’t know which delights me more—watching their delight, or the awe of seeing the miracle of the butterfly so completely changed and perfect before my eyes.

Maybe it is a morphing season for you as well. Be patient. Wait it out. Stay in the moment. And trust the process. You got this! Because He’s got you.

Butterfly on Finger
Butterfly on Finger
Butterfly on Finger
Butterfly on Finger

2 Comments

  1. Melodye Hilton

    Beautifully written!

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    • Vera Smoker

      Thank you Melodye! It’s an honor to partner with your team in making my dream of writing to inspire others come true.❤️

      Reply

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by Vera Smoker

Hi there! I am Vera, blessed wife of one and mom to three wonderful little people who make my world go round. I am an unashamed lover of Jesus, passionate about authentic relationships rooted within the identity that comes first from my relationship with Him. I’m a lover of good books, fat journals, sunsets and sunrises, long quiet country walks, and time with my family around campfires or on our front porch. Growth and mentorship are high on the list of values for me and I always thrill when I get to celebrate the wonderful journey of growth and discovery with others. The Hubs and I both love hosting so come relax with us sometime and we will chat the time away and connect over a good cup of coffee or chai!

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